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6 weeks today off the clinical trial, back to drug free.
The “not as bad as” continues. Which means things are better than they were, but not as good as they were before the clinical trial. Its to be expected.
The impatience, irritability, and insomnia continue to some degree, but “not as bad” as they were or could be expected.
I hope recovery doesn’t interfere with my Aikido progress in using not strength since I had none. I will have to stay mindful of that.
In the process of recovery, I blew my knee out again. Getting healthy is dangerous work. But, its “not as bad” as I have done before. So, I am going to duct-tape some ice to it, get back to the knee physical therapy exercises and see what I can do. I just don’t want to start to process of cutting into it until I really really have to.
My lady seems less stressed to. She already has too much drama in her life to be concerned with my healthy. It was hard for to watch me go through chemo. We were/are both glad its over.
Every so often I actually forget that I was sick and am still recovering. Then I get frustrated with why I can’t do certain things the way I used to. No, its not get getting older with a lot of mileage. Its like when they did an MRI of my head and said I had a torturous bulbous void in my brain. Its a great excuse. I think I am the only one that forgets. Everyone else has been very supportive and patient. Thanks.
So, the journey continues with more stories to tell.
Remember, its an open-mic at the final celebration.
Until again,
Love and pride, strength and honor,
Lynn
Hey, Bro. I’m sorry the treatment didn’t work, but glad you’re recovering from the treatment. You’re a Seiser, so I’m confident the strength will come back, we’re bulls after all, dogged, determined, one foot ahead of the other bulls, although whether the hair does — well . . . .
Anyway, I’m glad you and your bride are doing better. Take care.
Strength and Honor,
Gary
Thanks for the love and support bro’.
More than you know or could comprehend.
Strength and honoe.